I want to go on a journey to learn how to pray.
I've been troubled by this desire all my Christian life, and I've
decided it's finally time to do something about it.
Those are strange words and they need explaining.
After all, I'm a professional Christian, a vicar, a leader of a
church. So I should be an expert on prayer, shouldn't I?
Except I know I'm not.
There have been times in my Christian life when
God has been so close, so real to me that nothing else compares to
the delight of knowing him and being known. At such times, there was
nothing I would rather do than stay in his presence.
But they never last. Most of the time, I'm too
distracted, busy, tired, lazy, or all four to lift a finger to try
and find my way back to his shining presence. Then I feel ashamed of
myself, and say angrily, “What kind of a Christian am I? Do I
believe this God stuff or not? Why can't I make myself live it?”
That's a bit harsh. I'm not all bad. But I'm not
all good either. I struggle with seeing things through. I've made
dozens of fresh starts. Again and again I've said, “This time it
will be different. This time I really mean it. This time...”
And what's so different about this time? Only the
fact that it's public. Two years ago, I publicly committed myself to
reading the Bible through in a year. And to my surprise, I did it. I
managed to find time every day to read large chunks of it,
even the boring bits. I think the going public helped. It gave me an
accountability that I otherwise lacked.
So now I want to invite
you to come with me on a journey of prayer. I'm going to be talking
about seven different aspects of the God-language that I want to
learn, spaced out over a year or more (I'm not sure how long it will
take.) I will be introducing each aspect to my church family in a
sermon, and committing myself to a series of actions that will help
me explore this avenue of prayer for the next month or so. And
inviting others to do it with me. During that month, I'll blog and
tweet any insights, encouragements or discouragements, then report
back and introduce the next chapter.
It's inspired, hopefully by God, but also by Gerard and Chrissie Kelly, who wrote a book called Intimate with the Ultimate in 2009. I'll be using their seven headings, which conveniently all begin with R. I know I'm not a real Christian preacher and teacher, because I can never get my points to all begin with the same letter.
Anyway, on this journey we'll be looking at prayer that's
Relational
Rhythmic
Restless
Rich
Reciprocal
Rooted
Revolutionary
Come with me. Let's see where the journey takes us.
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