Well it's no secret that this prayer journey of mine hasn't been plain sailing. It's coincided with one of the busiest periods of my life for a decade, and just recently with one of those suspicious illnesses that just happen arrive just as I've got time for them.
Yes, this last week I've been ill, After singing with a sore throat on Sunday, I could hardly speak on Monday, and have been full of cold all week. Sleeping badly, with aching limbs and throbbing head each day, I have cancelled appointments and ignored the sunshine, and laid on my bed of pain.
I'd been looking forward to this week as a time to catch up on the things I'd postponed for too long. All those people I'd neglected to call or visit. All those emails and bits of paper not responded to.All those tasks that weren't counted as urgent, waiting for me to summon the time to carry them out.
None of them done!
Not even prayer.
All I've been able to do is to start one or two things that I hope will become habits - little actions that remind me of God and certain points in the day. Trivial really, but I hope worthwhile.
When I wash my face, I splash water on to my face three times, in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. And I think about God, while I'm lathering the soap.
And I'm lingering longer in front of hand dryers in public toilets. That sounds ominous, doesn't it! Rather than a token waft under the asthmatic lukewarm breeze, followed by a swift wipe on the trousers, I hold my hands there until they are dry. Or until the machine cuts off. And while I'm doing that, I pray.
So next time you're in the pub with e and I nip out to the toilets, and I'm gone a long time ... now you know what I'm doing!
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Friday 26 July 2013
Sunday 7 July 2013
Why celebrate 150 years of our church?
I don't usually post sermons here, but today I'm making an exception. In our 150th year, our main celebration is at the Village Fete where, together with the regular organisers, we are working to put on an enjoyable afternoon for all the community.
The sermon is designed to address the questions of why we are doing this, rather than something more "spiritual,"and is attempting to break down the barriers between those inside the church and those outside. For some, there are no barriers, but for others, both insiders and outsiders, there very definitely are.
The Bible passage is Luke 10:1-11, 16-20
The sermon is designed to address the questions of why we are doing this, rather than something more "spiritual,"and is attempting to break down the barriers between those inside the church and those outside. For some, there are no barriers, but for others, both insiders and outsiders, there very definitely are.
The Bible passage is Luke 10:1-11, 16-20
Introduction
Today's gospel is one that has all sorts of
challenges for us. It's one of those passage where you can say, OK,
this is what Jesus made his disciples do then, what if he was to make
his disciples do the same thing now. Then and now – and Jesus'
words apply to both.
Sending Out
The first thing to say is that this is the
clearest example in the gospels that following Jesus is not just a
question of watching him do it. Jesus sends people out to do the
things he does.
Whenever Christian preachers talk about mission,
about God being a sending God, about the church's mission in the
world, this is the passage they are thinking of.
What does Jesus do?
He teaches, he heals, he saves. Oh, and he sends.
Being a Christian is not just about coming, it's
about going.
Coming and going.
Just sitting in the pews sometimes
feels like a victory in itself. But it's not the whole story.
And if we look at what Jesus says, the first thing
that strikes us is that he complains there aren't enough people to
send!
Sound familiar?
We would love to do more in this community, but
we haven't got the people to do it.
So are we going to do what Jesus
says? Are we going to pray, and ask God to send out more people?
Working in partnership
Moving on, the second thing I want to pick out is
the idea of working in partnership.
Don't take everything you might
need, Jesus tells them. Don't fill up your rucksack with provisions
and spare clothes, and your swiss army knife.
Why not?
Why can't we
go equipped?
Are we supposed to make it harder for ourselves?
I
used to really wonder what this meant, I couldn't understand why
Jesus insisted that his disciples had to travel light. But recently,
I think I'm beginning to understand it.
If you've got all you need, you think you can do
it by yourself. If you haven't, you need to ask for help.
Jesus isn't creating little supermen who are going
to go out and amaze the populace with their astonishing powers.
He
doesn't want men of steel.
Jesus himself was sent by the Father into
the world and he arrived with nothing. He was weak, and he needed
help. He was a baby and he needed the love of a mother and father to
protect him and nurture him.
The disciples will arrive in a village and the
first thing they're going to need is a meal and a bed.
They're going
to have to ask someone, Please will you look after me? Please will
you help me?
And the person who offers them hospitality is going to
want to know, why are you here? And when they explain, if their host
is a person with a pure heart, a man of peace, as Jesus puts it, they
will help.
They will say, "I will help you to do what you've come for.
You can stay in my house, you can eat my food, and when you go out to
talk to everybody they'll know that you have got the backing of at
least one person, because I'll be standing right behind you."
What's the lesson for us in this?
To do things
with people, to let them help.
They don't have to believe it all
first, they just have to support us.
So next week, the village fête
is a joint effort between the church and the village.
We are helping
them, they are helping us. Before we open our mouths to say a word
about the God we believe in, we will have worked alongside each
other.
That's why next week's 10am service is cancelled.
No, it's not
cancelled, it's just moved.
Next week our "service" will be to help
those who are preparing for the fête.
So please don't stay away just
because "there's no church."
Come and be the church outside our walls.
If all goes according to plan, it won't just be our job to commend
our God to everyone who turns up for the fête, the whole community
will be doing the job with us, and for us.
Result – Success!
And what was the result for those first disciples?
Success.
They returned with joy, saying “Lord, even the demons
submit to us in your name.”
Jesus' reply shows that he has shared
his authority with them to be victorious over all the nasties that
threaten them.
Don't be surprised, he tells them. Whatever it is that
you fear, whether it's literal demons or metaphorical ones, the God
who goes with you is stronger than they are.
But again he warns them not to be supermen.
Don't
get carried away – what matters most is not your victories over
evil, it's whether or not your names are written in heaven. That's
the most important thing.
Is it the most important thing for us?
Is this the
most important thing that we wish for, and hope for and work for and
pray for – for everyone we come into contact with, that their names
are written in heaven?
Why are we celebrating our 150th? Just to give
ourselves a giant pat on the back?
What has this church been here
for, for 150 years?
So that the people who live in Hertford Heath may
have their names written in heaven, that's what we're here for!